the loss of reason

I think I am going through some rough transitional phase and I don’t like the way it is going.

When I got back from St. Louis, I felt fresh though I wasn’t really freshly graduated, I felt fresh here because the place seemed like an concurred territory, I left the use as the economic slow down was getting to it’s pinnacle.

Getting started in here I think and still believe a needs a society that have real initiative.

I setup some common goals to be able to achieve in here, and also in the back of my mind I had to settle some of my previous relationships in the US and around

In a society like this I don’t know why people still would want to get married, really I don’t, I think companion ship is something understandable its just marriage is really made to either full fill the parents under achievement, or to extend the blood line for the father’s family, as the mother wont get it recognized here no matter what.