Followers

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

When I got used to it , I was tough, hard minded, never thought for once that anything could change my mind about anything , I and only I always right, anything else is just BS,
Then we met , she strikes me as simple very hard to understand , although I would say I have a faire knowledge of her background,

The way they get along in the world indeed different from the way I had knew, organized, practical, on time ,

We come from a culture who want everything we can not be part of . we never on time that’s true .

pleasure

She stood still as I looked at her , she had bent her back to the point I can see , what is been hidden all her life.
Cheers and slapping, with heavy smell of sweat and alcohol, I wondered if this truly what we crave as humans from our fellow humans in the form of pleasure

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Somewhere at the beginning

To this date I don’t know why he is overweight man, I thought people like him whom go by the book always on on the watch for their behavior , they have to keep it in the level like its reported on the old days.

It was sometimes in 1998 or late 97 either year it was the same hot crowded streets someone getting married someone getting divorced or both, I was driving as usually picking dinner for my father, Tamis and fuul pronicet (foo) basically vava beans mashed in way just like mashed potatoes here, and tamis is our version of the afganihi bread made form wheat and ghee, I was listing to his kothba , it was at the begging of summer break he was shouting as usual about why familes should stay in theirs country and visit mashed and so on instead of going to the west for vacationing, I did not like it I was reading the news paper and I was reading something about kids who graduate from high school and try to find jobs which did not exist and marring which will never happen

And this guy shouting on the Minbar (mimbr) about something that only him get to day or someone from higher stats would think of doing.
That’s it I thought , in Arabic of course this is it people like shouldn’t be looked at as inspiration on how the deen should be looked at