Followers

Tuesday, July 16, 2002

day in the life of

To this date there is no other subject that makes both parties fight as much as a girl standing in the middle of this subject, normally that girl is white blond and cute , from one guy’s point of view anyway. I guess this is due to the fact that we dont have enough of them, girls i mean.

Things goes like this , we’ve been invited to a friend’s place to “party”, we go as usually as a group because non of us want to be there alone its just a crazy thought, what if he/she says something that I don’t understand, in English how would I reply , that’s why I would have you with me so you can take some of that langue barrier from me,

We start getting in there is always that kid a freshman, and that girl a fresh women , chatting sipping or jugging a beer into their throats , there is the other kid who is a desi Whom looks at us a failure to the whole Muslim world and always wonder how these people ever made it to this world,
funny thing I never got these kids Desi’s always want to hang out and always want to avoid been seen together for a chat for a homework what have you, so its not just confusion in life it seems even in their choices.

We set or stand we try not to offend , anyone by keeping our native langue at minimum , unlike Latino student who really don’t give a rat ass to anyone’s ears never mention feelings ( they might be talking about us) kind of feelings.

We try to have a drink , and the first conflicting between 2 similar kids start to pop up. we look at each other, stare into each other’s eyes, and start eye talking thorugh an eye to eye contact, because on eye is on each other and one eye on the girls; are you going to drink this beer ? are you going to violate what you stand for? , you know what is going to happen when you drink this beer or that jiNtonic, the whole student at ESL will know about it , and hence will start harassing you for it maybe forever until you get away from the whole party, or worse fight about it and bring the cops to break it,

Never the less I always gulped that beer, I wouldn’t say I was popular around my own kind ,even back home, my views differ from almost all of them, so this was by no means new to me, I told one of them once , if you keep bullshiting like this allot am calling the cops on you, “what sacred?, no not really I just don’t want o be deported only to meet your ass even over there, get it.

I never understood why we fought in the first place, I mean we hardly get to see each others from time to time , in masjed, sometimes I wonder why some these kids even make it here , I know they can I know because they wanna prove to whomever over ther that they have enough money to make it anywhere where people would think that they are what they think they are, stupid.
The first question, to me at least goes something like this, “ I want to see things I never seen back home”, and I go something like what you mean, tell what have you not seen and I’ll see what I can do, I want to hang out with girls , I want to have sex , and why exactly are you telling me this?, do I look like that kind of guy who will find girls for sex for newly student ? maybe is what I read from their facial expertoin, some times its girls sometimes it s weed.
And they always come in cousin like form, and they ask the same thing, and the remind me of that Nintendo game Pikmen I guess its called when they follow each others and ask the guy who hang out with them the same thing over and over again.