I was sitting at my desk here at the paper, one of the girls working at the next door office. Girls and guys are separated by a partition wall with and a small door. one of the girl’s cell phone rang, the tone was none other than the theme song for a animation TV series cartoon, used to air on Saudi TV channel One in the late eighties roughly translated as people’s stories...roughly it might have been known as something else in the states or in Korea or Japan it could be China.
the style of drawing is all too familiar it is Anime 12 frames per-second stuff the was given an Arabic name, a young girl narrated a story from what I understood now days is that most of that translation is been done in either Syria or Lebanon I thought anyway and I cant conform it as information is really scarce here, and by here in the Arabic world world in general you will get what you want digging for it is really hard.
That girl was reluctant to send in the tone to my phone, she ran away as it been claimed to the states
Thursday, February 25, 2010
shedding skin
One guy was a stay home, perhaps twenty-three years of age. Also from a well to do commerce family who I had heard from my mother actually denounced their Hadrameez heritage for more obscure front ”modern”.
passing winds
In Jeddah seems to be having some Intellectual phenomena movement that is hitting the local “coffee shops”.
Mostly young and privileged and call themselves intellectuals. they seem garner like minded Hijazi privileged people’s interest on to them.
I had the chance to get to sit down with some.
Before dropping by the meeting I kind of had I general idea to what kind of people I will be meeting with.
A group of few guys, some from “well known merchant class” that is still active,
Note-the reason of mentioning that point is that some in Jeddah merchants either hold to a name of a wealthy family that is not active anymore, or that this person could be a distant relative to the a current wealthy family.
On a Friday, right after the Friday prayer, the location to which where we will meet was a place called Andalusia, trendy place is allegedly owned and operated by another well-known young face Ahmed al Shigery.
So we sat down as to try to discuss some issues, the whole point of the meeting I guess was to see how much each unknown person knows about unknown things.
Mostly young and privileged and call themselves intellectuals. they seem garner like minded Hijazi privileged people’s interest on to them.
I had the chance to get to sit down with some.
Before dropping by the meeting I kind of had I general idea to what kind of people I will be meeting with.
A group of few guys, some from “well known merchant class” that is still active,
Note-the reason of mentioning that point is that some in Jeddah merchants either hold to a name of a wealthy family that is not active anymore, or that this person could be a distant relative to the a current wealthy family.
On a Friday, right after the Friday prayer, the location to which where we will meet was a place called Andalusia, trendy place is allegedly owned and operated by another well-known young face Ahmed al Shigery.
So we sat down as to try to discuss some issues, the whole point of the meeting I guess was to see how much each unknown person knows about unknown things.
opposition of thought or lamo mimic.
Here is an example there this guy something Ahamd shegeri. This guy comes on TV on a local satellite Tv channele MBC and talk of what he feel, is sense of the youths
and he explains things as he sees it, but wait that is not the right answer, Ahmad is actually talking to those who share an upbringing similar to his.
here is why, despite those in Riyadh or around the kingdom, who might agree with what he is saying, they wont necessarily follow his lead which is presumably what the boys who made the program are thinking including Ahamd.
and right there is the issue, i believe since coming back, it was always about money, and always about 'looking' at the end Ahamd hasn't really contributed to the society in the way he wanted through his tele program,
he forgot the simple a Jeddah tradition and that is there is none
and he explains things as he sees it, but wait that is not the right answer, Ahmad is actually talking to those who share an upbringing similar to his.
here is why, despite those in Riyadh or around the kingdom, who might agree with what he is saying, they wont necessarily follow his lead which is presumably what the boys who made the program are thinking including Ahamd.
and right there is the issue, i believe since coming back, it was always about money, and always about 'looking' at the end Ahamd hasn't really contributed to the society in the way he wanted through his tele program,
he forgot the simple a Jeddah tradition and that is there is none
the toughest trick
The trick is to know it, and know it's going on
And pretended to not want to talk about it
It's confusing and leaves place to many things
Its a place of many limitations
Its a place with hard made up traditions
And you cant just change it
you cant add to it
the Trick at the end is on you
And pretended to not want to talk about it
It's confusing and leaves place to many things
Its a place of many limitations
Its a place with hard made up traditions
And you cant just change it
you cant add to it
the Trick at the end is on you
its the call
I am trying contact Yasuko .
...But the case is that for some years she stopped answering phone calls at all. Yasuko wants to severe he contacts between us.
I can’t speculate on reasons but I think if I had to push for one she just might be busy as she claims. However because I get to check on what is up to through her emails I can tell that she just moved on, I don’t blame her at all.
And I might in fact deserve it after all.
I think this is what Yasuko wanted after all, this was a long fling no more, also that’s what she wanted.
I tried to see things for both of us. “Love is blind” bullshit is not true, this has nothing to do with love as much as it had to do with convenience.
Its not love as much as it’s money. It is those feelings that made me upset in the past and passes me from time to time but especially and strangely on Wednesday of every week.
The thing is I won't want accept it these things as facts (love?).
And I kept calling her many times, , and perhaps I wont ever hear.
Reality is one good and socmbring
...But the case is that for some years she stopped answering phone calls at all. Yasuko wants to severe he contacts between us.
I can’t speculate on reasons but I think if I had to push for one she just might be busy as she claims. However because I get to check on what is up to through her emails I can tell that she just moved on, I don’t blame her at all.
And I might in fact deserve it after all.
I think this is what Yasuko wanted after all, this was a long fling no more, also that’s what she wanted.
I tried to see things for both of us. “Love is blind” bullshit is not true, this has nothing to do with love as much as it had to do with convenience.
Its not love as much as it’s money. It is those feelings that made me upset in the past and passes me from time to time but especially and strangely on Wednesday of every week.
The thing is I won't want accept it these things as facts (love?).
And I kept calling her many times, , and perhaps I wont ever hear.
Reality is one good and socmbring
Slap in some whiel
Today Wednesday this man bin Mahfouz's son died,
uncle who I met earlier to give some money so he can buy dinner for his friend called me to tell me about the death and he said he needs help but he dont have a car to go and help.
I got ready, I wore my thoob and head wear, as i was ready to leave the throught the apt door, father was arriving, uncle told him about breaking news, father says something to then he says that "he has to go to work tomorrow, therefore he can't go to the burial of the dead son and he wont be able to come back early morning"
he was upset as usual, it could be diabetes, blood pressure, depression, who knows, I had to go inside the Apt to get my sandal father closed the door, I was like wait I might have raised my voice I cant recall, though father start saying "What did you say?" and I was like "I need my sandal" he then started slapping my face saying don't you ever rise your voice etc
Adel fled the scene as usual but his cell phn is here getting charged up I asked father to calm down and refused and so on
uncle who I met earlier to give some money so he can buy dinner for his friend called me to tell me about the death and he said he needs help but he dont have a car to go and help.
I got ready, I wore my thoob and head wear, as i was ready to leave the throught the apt door, father was arriving, uncle told him about breaking news, father says something to then he says that "he has to go to work tomorrow, therefore he can't go to the burial of the dead son and he wont be able to come back early morning"
he was upset as usual, it could be diabetes, blood pressure, depression, who knows, I had to go inside the Apt to get my sandal father closed the door, I was like wait I might have raised my voice I cant recall, though father start saying "What did you say?" and I was like "I need my sandal" he then started slapping my face saying don't you ever rise your voice etc
Adel fled the scene as usual but his cell phn is here getting charged up I asked father to calm down and refused and so on
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
Tamayo after odd 7 years
Wednesday 19 Saffar 1431 H
February 3, 2010
EVICTION NOTICE
To Mr. Ronaldo Tamayo,
This a final eviction notice:
you are hereby notified to evict the apartment on March 31 2010 (65 days ), with the complete money payment of any repair to damages occurred while at the apartment.
OR
You can renew the apartment contract for S.R 25,000.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
if it hadn't been for the invocations mad in communications no one in the world would have know about these singers.
with internet now, and the US power in entertainment television and US as a power house in publishing and distribution of music.
someone from ghetto in the US would make it in the big times and get recognitions.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
I think the question is this, do people from developed culture see themselves different, and I think the question in this case is do they put their differences ahead of any relations ?
i think that is what had shocked me then, and i think the unclear
i think this relationship showed more than just 'inter relationship"
i think what had happened is that it show how much those coming from moderate backgrounds and from the Arab world in short from developing countries, third world countries have to learn about those who come from developed countries.
even though she came from a humble back ground she still had all those aspects of her culture and back ground, to me she seemed like atypical nice person and i think i burned my self allot with her issues that if it was in her nation those are considered normal issues and are dealt with proficiently something to which people in here still suffer from.
i think this showed how much people from third world countries appear vulnerable when they meet with people from such places, especially Japan I think or maybe not.
there many things that have been written about the Japanese, about their life about their conduct about whether or not they fit most of the developed world's culture or not.
interestingly this is something i noticed when i wrote about the Ainu long ago, i think Japanese knew then and there at the time around 19th century that the only way for them to impress those peers is to dazzle them at any cost of their country, that way Japan is in affect an Asian country with some exceptions things that still persists into this world still.
i had almost all my hopes and dreams based on what we will or will not be able to do in the future whether it will be in Saudi or in Japan or in the States, it just showed so much potential something to which I noticed people in here always think the white man can bring them from overseas, as in they lost hope in development from within themselves and left it to other people to think and lead the way for them and so they put all kind of hopes toward them.
this explains Ahamed Shugry's show on MBC this past Ramadan even though i did not watch the whole show, Ahamed though from well to do family, and well established at least here in Jeddah;
went to Japan and made video about his visit and about his observations which was all awes and wows. nothing new i thought and I think I was right about my assessments that was right Japan has and is been like this for long time, they are not waiting for his reaction they are waiting if any for white people's reactions not ours
That part I did not understood, and I perceived it as plain cold behavior, also I never got why it was hard for her to discuss our differences, both educated both garner good common knowledge, is it really hard for girls to talk their mind or is it Japanese girls, these questions were tough answers to come with and we never were able to come to conclusions with and I still blame it on those artificial differences she brought up from her country.
At heart Japanese are not democratic at best they are nationalistic people and conservatism and that stuff shows in the they are not liberal nor anything they just happened to be able to do things like developed countries and they were able to imitate them then and they still do.
i think that is what had shocked me then, and i think the unclear
i think this relationship showed more than just 'inter relationship"
i think what had happened is that it show how much those coming from moderate backgrounds and from the Arab world in short from developing countries, third world countries have to learn about those who come from developed countries.
even though she came from a humble back ground she still had all those aspects of her culture and back ground, to me she seemed like atypical nice person and i think i burned my self allot with her issues that if it was in her nation those are considered normal issues and are dealt with proficiently something to which people in here still suffer from.
i think this showed how much people from third world countries appear vulnerable when they meet with people from such places, especially Japan I think or maybe not.
there many things that have been written about the Japanese, about their life about their conduct about whether or not they fit most of the developed world's culture or not.
interestingly this is something i noticed when i wrote about the Ainu long ago, i think Japanese knew then and there at the time around 19th century that the only way for them to impress those peers is to dazzle them at any cost of their country, that way Japan is in affect an Asian country with some exceptions things that still persists into this world still.
i had almost all my hopes and dreams based on what we will or will not be able to do in the future whether it will be in Saudi or in Japan or in the States, it just showed so much potential something to which I noticed people in here always think the white man can bring them from overseas, as in they lost hope in development from within themselves and left it to other people to think and lead the way for them and so they put all kind of hopes toward them.
this explains Ahamed Shugry's show on MBC this past Ramadan even though i did not watch the whole show, Ahamed though from well to do family, and well established at least here in Jeddah;
went to Japan and made video about his visit and about his observations which was all awes and wows. nothing new i thought and I think I was right about my assessments that was right Japan has and is been like this for long time, they are not waiting for his reaction they are waiting if any for white people's reactions not ours
That part I did not understood, and I perceived it as plain cold behavior, also I never got why it was hard for her to discuss our differences, both educated both garner good common knowledge, is it really hard for girls to talk their mind or is it Japanese girls, these questions were tough answers to come with and we never were able to come to conclusions with and I still blame it on those artificial differences she brought up from her country.
At heart Japanese are not democratic at best they are nationalistic people and conservatism and that stuff shows in the they are not liberal nor anything they just happened to be able to do things like developed countries and they were able to imitate them then and they still do.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
found and lost
last night as I came from work, there was small cat crying by the door, she was really small and pathetic she was sitting near the same place where there was another small cat I have been feeding in the past few months,
I ignored her and kept moving toward the door, I got in and I found small bird that perhaps lost its way and got inside the building, I tried to capture and I succeed at the end.
I took it to the roof and I let it go the bird shit on me couple times.
I ignored her and kept moving toward the door, I got in and I found small bird that perhaps lost its way and got inside the building, I tried to capture and I succeed at the end.
I took it to the roof and I let it go the bird shit on me couple times.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Life moves on.
I wasn't feeling right last week, the situation had me thinking about many things about my life.
In particular this issue was raised, and that was how much ones think he knows and how much he thinks he don't know…very broad statement however is it possible that one looks upon things through a lens can previous experience really matter at the end or not ?
What really counts as an experience at the end?
I think of my mistakes and things that I had planned in the past, and those ones that could or might have happened if we were to be together.
I can recall my few years after she left me, with some kind of amazement indeed.. if it was not for school and work and the struggle involved in between, I am not sure what I would have done then, living alone like I did.
Also think from her side which is normal, she did not see the situation the same way I saw it, I was struggling with my visa and with my stay papers, and I had flipped through schools and majors at schools plus on more personal level I was a afraid to fly in America ever since 2003 to be exact I think the shit put on television got to me at last thought that was not the case before.
There with security guards stopping any brown person Latino or otherwise
I think I mentioned to her on many times and I think either she did not understand or she really did not care or maybe I don’t know.
Could it be possible that I over estimated the whole thing ?
Could it be possible I cant call this all as in amateur move at all which brings me to my point...its not.
This was a normal love story and broader patrol and inspection officers were the ones playing the inbetweens.
Plus it show how much those two cultures developed and undeveloped some how cant mix with out a power struggle of some sort,.
On the personal level I think I hated the fact that she did not tell me all this at the end or in the process of being together, I think that is what angered me, this loose way of doing things did not work and I think that was perhaps hurts me the most, the lack of communications and loosing at the common solution.
I had tried on many occasions to assimilate to that culture I think I did well except I did not do well in the language part, out of laziness but more I drew from those who were in similar situations around and they also did not bother to know more about that language or culture because at the end it wasn't what got them in the relationship in the first place.
I wasn't feeling right last week, the situation had me thinking about many things about my life.
In particular this issue was raised, and that was how much ones think he knows and how much he thinks he don't know…very broad statement however is it possible that one looks upon things through a lens can previous experience really matter at the end or not ?
What really counts as an experience at the end?
I think of my mistakes and things that I had planned in the past, and those ones that could or might have happened if we were to be together.
I can recall my few years after she left me, with some kind of amazement indeed.. if it was not for school and work and the struggle involved in between, I am not sure what I would have done then, living alone like I did.
Also think from her side which is normal, she did not see the situation the same way I saw it, I was struggling with my visa and with my stay papers, and I had flipped through schools and majors at schools plus on more personal level I was a afraid to fly in America ever since 2003 to be exact I think the shit put on television got to me at last thought that was not the case before.
There with security guards stopping any brown person Latino or otherwise
I think I mentioned to her on many times and I think either she did not understand or she really did not care or maybe I don’t know.
Could it be possible that I over estimated the whole thing ?
Could it be possible I cant call this all as in amateur move at all which brings me to my point...its not.
This was a normal love story and broader patrol and inspection officers were the ones playing the inbetweens.
Plus it show how much those two cultures developed and undeveloped some how cant mix with out a power struggle of some sort,.
On the personal level I think I hated the fact that she did not tell me all this at the end or in the process of being together, I think that is what angered me, this loose way of doing things did not work and I think that was perhaps hurts me the most, the lack of communications and loosing at the common solution.
I had tried on many occasions to assimilate to that culture I think I did well except I did not do well in the language part, out of laziness but more I drew from those who were in similar situations around and they also did not bother to know more about that language or culture because at the end it wasn't what got them in the relationship in the first place.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Highly likely bullshit
I have been wondering for sometime
as to what point one tries to make something work and think at the end it will when it doesn't
I think as one gets to be back home he/she is very much inclined to listen and pay attention to the environment around him or her.
I think that’s what people call ‘realistic’ this means you can think all you want about something but if the people around find that thing highly unlikely then it’s not real and it’s not even in consideration.
One good example that I am dealing with or dealt with,
Breaking up in a relationship is hard, on both sides what about when that relationship is also a long distance relationship such as those made on the net, or those who the people actually had met and then had to take different paths , there are always extremes I noticed when one tries to fix such relationship its always about keep in contact and be in touch, what these advices fail to tell is the persons involved are in affect into fixing or are they really into going their own way.
I think woman are more of wanting to go their own way more so than men.
I mean it did not take long for her to listen to the people around her, it's amazing how the few and around can change someone who they feel is not conforming to the ideals of the surroundings,
I noticed now it seems relevant to pick on things such as age and looks, and look back at things that seemed normal, how is that so ?
I think I have seen such attitudes in South east Asians or at least the people I had worked with, they seemed to diss those who they had worked with or left them for good during a dispute or something similar. Is that normal ? if so when did it start
as to what point one tries to make something work and think at the end it will when it doesn't
I think as one gets to be back home he/she is very much inclined to listen and pay attention to the environment around him or her.
I think that’s what people call ‘realistic’ this means you can think all you want about something but if the people around find that thing highly unlikely then it’s not real and it’s not even in consideration.
One good example that I am dealing with or dealt with,
Breaking up in a relationship is hard, on both sides what about when that relationship is also a long distance relationship such as those made on the net, or those who the people actually had met and then had to take different paths , there are always extremes I noticed when one tries to fix such relationship its always about keep in contact and be in touch, what these advices fail to tell is the persons involved are in affect into fixing or are they really into going their own way.
I think woman are more of wanting to go their own way more so than men.
I mean it did not take long for her to listen to the people around her, it's amazing how the few and around can change someone who they feel is not conforming to the ideals of the surroundings,
I noticed now it seems relevant to pick on things such as age and looks, and look back at things that seemed normal, how is that so ?
I think I have seen such attitudes in South east Asians or at least the people I had worked with, they seemed to diss those who they had worked with or left them for good during a dispute or something similar. Is that normal ? if so when did it start
Future that changes realtions ?
is it really the Future that changes relations ?
funny she thinks that i am still stuck in the past, and worse in the past memories, how can one person be so stupids ?
it is not the past memories that i am stuck in it is the future that i was upset about,
this will be a limited life span get married and make some babies and live normal life when normal did not show up on their grounds since WWII
these are people who Americans, Koreans and Chinese wants them to be just like that Artificial people, notice how much they do to show the world they are as the rest but they are still stuck in that 80's mentalist i dont think they will ever recover from it and they by showing new comers attitude they are not helping as well
funny she thinks that i am still stuck in the past, and worse in the past memories, how can one person be so stupids ?
it is not the past memories that i am stuck in it is the future that i was upset about,
this will be a limited life span get married and make some babies and live normal life when normal did not show up on their grounds since WWII
these are people who Americans, Koreans and Chinese wants them to be just like that Artificial people, notice how much they do to show the world they are as the rest but they are still stuck in that 80's mentalist i dont think they will ever recover from it and they by showing new comers attitude they are not helping as well
The Saudi Gajin
she cant seem to be able to explain to him that they are not for each others
he thought that it was all possible,
for him things dont makes sense as how fast things can do change
it is amazing how the pressure for settling down for woman sometimes seem hard
This is a lady from Japan, she lives in a small island in the north of Japan, she was involved with a guy from Saudi, and they kept some aspect of their relationship a live, by phone calls and emails and so forth
she had to leave the States and head back to her country and try to fit into her own society after she had spent most of her years in the US, this is all prior to 9/11 which is important to the way things had been between them.
he saw that as an opportunity to excel on himself after all Saudi is a developing country and most Saudis at least he had met sought in getting married or aquatinted with people from the 'First World' as something good to have around.
However with this Japanese girl she seemed to know what she wanted, in fact from his talk he always noticed how they seem well organized Japanese students who came to the states seemed to him that US seemed to them as the culture that over stepped theirs conquered them in their homeland in Japan and it something they had to keep a close eye at.
admittedly she knew what she wanted there were signs of extreme self love and self loath in the same time
and most of the time acts as an underachiever a person a student who fails to achieve her potential or does not do as well as expected, even though she had real good comprehension of what she was doing or not doing, he always wondered why.
What amazed him was there were no apparent potential of her that she could identifies and always strive to get to the utmost pinnacle but always there was this Japanese self doubt in her that he saw in most of them.
I think that is the Japanese society that most Japanese like to talk about, as something genuinely Japanese, it is not for the simple reason that it did not show up in the past of their recorded history, and showed up in the 18-19th century i.e after science and democracy was introduced to them from the outside,
I think a Japanese person looks at big companies there and thinks that he she is small to these companies so he is even smaller to the world experience as whole, this not humble i think this is a sign of unfreeze thinking society and very limited in life experience , notice Life experience not nature experience.
this girl is the best example in this case, she feels that Japanese pressure, Japanese people are aware of their country's economic export superiority
very easy manipulated people, and very poor in human interaction and sometimes racist as well,
this is what he thought he was going to change but he couldn't she was going to go back to her home and live that Japanese life,
he thought that it was all possible,
for him things dont makes sense as how fast things can do change
it is amazing how the pressure for settling down for woman sometimes seem hard
This is a lady from Japan, she lives in a small island in the north of Japan, she was involved with a guy from Saudi, and they kept some aspect of their relationship a live, by phone calls and emails and so forth
she had to leave the States and head back to her country and try to fit into her own society after she had spent most of her years in the US, this is all prior to 9/11 which is important to the way things had been between them.
he saw that as an opportunity to excel on himself after all Saudi is a developing country and most Saudis at least he had met sought in getting married or aquatinted with people from the 'First World' as something good to have around.
However with this Japanese girl she seemed to know what she wanted, in fact from his talk he always noticed how they seem well organized Japanese students who came to the states seemed to him that US seemed to them as the culture that over stepped theirs conquered them in their homeland in Japan and it something they had to keep a close eye at.
admittedly she knew what she wanted there were signs of extreme self love and self loath in the same time
and most of the time acts as an underachiever a person a student who fails to achieve her potential or does not do as well as expected, even though she had real good comprehension of what she was doing or not doing, he always wondered why.
What amazed him was there were no apparent potential of her that she could identifies and always strive to get to the utmost pinnacle but always there was this Japanese self doubt in her that he saw in most of them.
I think that is the Japanese society that most Japanese like to talk about, as something genuinely Japanese, it is not for the simple reason that it did not show up in the past of their recorded history, and showed up in the 18-19th century i.e after science and democracy was introduced to them from the outside,
I think a Japanese person looks at big companies there and thinks that he she is small to these companies so he is even smaller to the world experience as whole, this not humble i think this is a sign of unfreeze thinking society and very limited in life experience , notice Life experience not nature experience.
this girl is the best example in this case, she feels that Japanese pressure, Japanese people are aware of their country's economic export superiority
very easy manipulated people, and very poor in human interaction and sometimes racist as well,
this is what he thought he was going to change but he couldn't she was going to go back to her home and live that Japanese life,
Thursday, October 01, 2009
The saint louis summer times
Was the best times ? was it the good times
In either case it was sometimes and it passed.
I want to settle down she said I cant forget you but I want to she told
I walk around and I look at things you know, I want move on but I am weak to say it.
I want you to know that I loved long ago.
I want you hear me when I am alone you know
I moved and its only you who is attached to this you see.
I want to leave the saint Louis summer alone with its goodness.
We are but different people you and I you cant get it why I cant say.
I live a different life I do, I want to
We are not the same saint Louis is not the same
Since 2004 I couldn’t see why we are together
By 05 06 07 08 09 ! why cant you just let me go
I want attention not this kind though
We were something we are not anymore
Let me go and let saint Louis times go along
Time to move one and you should too
Was the best times ? was it the good times
In either case it was sometimes and it passed.
I want to settle down she said I cant forget you but I want to she told
I walk around and I look at things you know, I want move on but I am weak to say it.
I want you to know that I loved long ago.
I want you hear me when I am alone you know
I moved and its only you who is attached to this you see.
I want to leave the saint Louis summer alone with its goodness.
We are but different people you and I you cant get it why I cant say.
I live a different life I do, I want to
We are not the same saint Louis is not the same
Since 2004 I couldn’t see why we are together
By 05 06 07 08 09 ! why cant you just let me go
I want attention not this kind though
We were something we are not anymore
Let me go and let saint Louis times go along
Time to move one and you should too
Friday, September 18, 2009
Dry hairy love
his uncle told him its time to head to jeddah, they had lived in this small village in the south for long time and it was time for them to head lil bit north.
the uncle knew from his father that this place the village is nothing, and he cant and wont be able to make a living in this place,
there is Jeddah that city where he can go there and do some work at the sea port, do some labor work and things will improve.
after a long while, his son hated all the facts his dad was telling him about " I have a Phd degree, I sit down with all theses nice people in the city, what you mean you were just tea boy at some gov building?"
" thats the way it was, plus if it wasn't for that job I wouldn't be able to get u kids these good things you wanted"
the uncle knew from his father that this place the village is nothing, and he cant and wont be able to make a living in this place,
there is Jeddah that city where he can go there and do some work at the sea port, do some labor work and things will improve.
after a long while, his son hated all the facts his dad was telling him about " I have a Phd degree, I sit down with all theses nice people in the city, what you mean you were just tea boy at some gov building?"
" thats the way it was, plus if it wasn't for that job I wouldn't be able to get u kids these good things you wanted"
never-ending HO
He put his back on the wall in the dark hallway of the building in Sharafia, all sweating nervous and he cant focus, he had a hard time from this just last encounter with the girl he has been looking at in her window.
they were just together till someone or something moved the door at the rooftop entry, when he had to rush fast downstairs.
he stood with the hard on, dark hallway,started banging back his head to the wall, " Why I cant stop my sexual urges, I tired it all I did it all I think U did all type of woman, men, animals I did them all why god why cant I stop wanting sex I really cant I got married I got divorced I have kids what is this why is that why me"
they were just together till someone or something moved the door at the rooftop entry, when he had to rush fast downstairs.
he stood with the hard on, dark hallway,started banging back his head to the wall, " Why I cant stop my sexual urges, I tired it all I did it all I think U did all type of woman, men, animals I did them all why god why cant I stop wanting sex I really cant I got married I got divorced I have kids what is this why is that why me"
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