its the call

I am trying contact Yasuko .
...But the case is that for some years she stopped answering phone calls at all. Yasuko wants to severe he contacts between us.

I can’t speculate on reasons but I think if I had to push for one she just might be busy as she claims. However because I get to check on what is up to through her emails I can tell that she just moved on, I don’t blame her at all.
And I might in fact deserve it after all.

I think this is what Yasuko wanted after all, this was a long fling no more, also that’s what she wanted.

I tried to see things for both of us. “Love is blind” bullshit is not true, this has nothing to do with love as much as it had to do with convenience.

Its not love as much as it’s money. It is those feelings that made me upset in the past and passes me from time to time but especially and strangely on Wednesday of every week.

The thing is I won't want accept it these things as facts (love?).
And I kept calling her many times, , and perhaps I wont ever hear.
Reality is one good and socmbring