confession of Bangladeshi OFW

I got in on omra visa, even though i am not religious person, I found that there are plenty of people from my country working here, the heat is sometimes unbearable but i can handle it. There are plenty of jobs in this country.

I charge Saudis or Saudi looking people twice as much for the price to increase revenue, i do it for few reasons main one is i can, second Saudis don't bargain much, they are indeed a walking money bags here, even though there seems to be some who look poor but they are no near Bangladeshi poor.

feelings and lost feelings,
time and less time,
space, empty space

part of the reason he thought to him self is that he and others were part of the over all beginning of this country, this kingdom,
it was partly evident in a place like Jeddah, and perhaps Makah as well.

for him and others who came in later to the kingdom this was a shared experience that belonged to all of them, citizens and non as well, this he thought was the reason he was still attached to it, not just him others as well.
this is a place in a motion of development, including its fundamentals about religion it self,.

there is a sense that overwhelms someone who tries to connect with this place, and that is the belief the is a feeling that at the ends of the path might find something that he was a major part of, however this is substantial it cant be factual that's where the dilemma starts and ends for the time being.

The issues in the media is not going to calm down, it is as it seems will stick for more time to come, personally I shared with others the feeling that they had to stand for themselves, this included in my opinion to distinguish between them and others within them,

they as personally observed, got issues mixed at times and at times they seemed clear to explain.

here is dealing with their own, no matter what few from here say to them, they should look within themselves for integrating within not here for sure.

Confliction

The issue for this Saudi student is his country is looked at as the birth place of Islam.

That entitles him automatically in the US to speak not just for Islam but also for terrorism to his class mates.

He never thought that he would be sitting one time to explain religion and terrorism, when he even never talked about these topics at his home land. 

in Saudi he was considered American by look, since he wore pants and t-shirt going out, and not Saudi traditional Thobe.

What is going on in here, how could I do something like that, I thought the point of coming here is to be free, this is an attack on something that is was my life, I grew and will come back to when I return home, what will I say when I look back at this incident?